Tuesday, March 15, 2005

COOLIES

Well lets see, I love saying that, I have a good friend I met online from Australia and he is rubbing off on me...well lets see it has been a few days since I last blogged...wonder what is going on with me?? Well here is another adventure for you..Friday..was an adventure. Remember how before I was talking about signs and things happening for a reason, well get this. Start off my day pretty good, go up to visit my friend on another floor, just gabbing..look up and who do I see?? Remember the confused guy who caused me alot of stress?? yep him..and he even looked right at me, smiled and nodded his head...ok so I am thinking is this the same freaking person who told me pretty much to stay away and not email him because it made him uncomfortable?? like what the fuck?? I dont know..so I am like ok..well whatever, I just turned my head, went on with my merry lil way and continued my day. Well everyone left and so I was just getting ready to end my shift, sign off my computer and take off for the weekend. I am getting ready, all of a sudden I hear this boo..well it is him again, he came down to chat with someone who works on the same floor as me...I have been on this floor since November...saw him a total of 3 times...well 4 if I count friday...he looks at me and I can feel him staring, I just did my own thing..put my sweater on and was walking out of the building, here at work, we have to get our purses checked my security so I did so, pushed the red button to unlock the door...turn around, force of habbit to see who is behind me..and guess who it is??? Well I am sure you know. This time he actually spoke to me and said hey, how you doing?? Well things always happen in three's right?? Well double that..it gets funnier...

My friend picks me up at work, we decide to grab a bite to eat, the night is young..so on our way to Sydney(the city..LOL) we are at the stop light, guess who is in 2 lanes over?? Like hello...if he is talking or thinking of me, can we get a sign to tell him to stop?? LOL... But atleast at this point I know there is no fear of bumping into him...well his nic on msn was "disappearing for the weekend". So we decide before we grab a bite to hop into the local Walmart...I love Walmart..lol..my fav place to go is makeup...hoping to find some great deals on stuff..I noticed there was a new brand of makeup..thinking I might be able to find a matching eye color at a cheaper price..make-up is freaking expensive, for those that dont know-so I think I am going to reach for the stuff I typically used..looked at the name..it was cool beans...something that he always said to me...claiming to have created that saying...ah hello...ever see South Park?? ahahah..so i put it back realizing it was the wrong one. So I grab the right color, go back to the cheap stuff pick something up to compare it to and the color..get this...is called COMPLICATED....needless to say, I burst into laughter, put the makeup down and left walmart....

if this was a dream I would just tell myself to lay off the chocolate...ahahah.but I dont know what to think. I am definately not talking to him, not approaching him..just because of the way he treated me...no reasoning behind the behaviour...the gals around me think he is realizing he made a huge ass mistake and doesnt want to bite the bullet and apologize...oh well like I said this is HIS problem not mine...but anywho that is about it...I sure wish I had other interesting stuff to blog about besides him...but it is funny....part of me hopes he gets this blog so he can read it all, but part of me is glad he doesnt...who knows what will happen than....

until next time...

later!