I'ts OVER!!!!

Cool, well it is over. and I am glad, had reality smack me real freakin hard...and I am ok with it. Saw him today at lunch; went downstairs to grab a coke and we made eye contact and he just turned around, I am guessing he forgot something...so Im cool with it....out in the caf, I am leaving and see him and he just completely turned his head the other way. So if that isnt a sign I dont know what is. I just hope that I am strong enough not to fall back into the trap. Talking to ppl they are telling me that he is like that and that he is the kind of person who likes to use ppl. Dont know what he would use me for. But oh well. His freakin loss and not mine. Even the friendship I think is over and never really had a chance to get it started. I really wanted to watch all the episodes of Sex And The City..well that aint gonna happen unless I buy or rent them...My will power is shit, to be honest and I always want to give everyone the benefit of the doubt, but I sadly think this is over. See this AM when I did my first post I really felt like shit, now I am feeling a bit better. Tonight I am going to a friends place to hang out I think...if not I am renting movies...lmao...until next time...

I am not a drama queen, but lately I am sure feeling like one!! lol