ok so I'm frustrated today...ever get sick of it all and just want to give up and tell everyone to fuck off?? Well I am there right now. I dont understand why ppl wouldnt tell you what they really feel instead just either avoid you or get someone to get things rolling. If you dont want to be friends with me I am cool like that I am an adult dont treat me like a fucking child, be an adult and just tell me what the deal is. Seriously...I wont cry and wont go screaming home to my mommy, I will just move on with my life, there are more friends out there...ok i am in shock I think my world is crashing down, how many times can u get hit in the head with shit???? I made plans with ppl and now all of a sudden everyone is breaking them...I dont get it...i think there is a black cloud over me...must be something I did, I guess I am a fucked up person...but what is going on?? Do I just call ppl out on their shit or let it go?? I think I will let it go, there are times when things get better for you and you move on, take last week for example, I was having a great week, life at the gym was great and was getting closer with new friends, I dont know, Im so confused, this blog is pointless...I have nothing else to say...hope things get better next time I post....