OK here we go, it is another day and yet another blog, I'm kinda in a blah kinda depressed mood today, not really upset about anything in general, I am just feeling a little moody. I had a hard week of work and I am glad that this is over, well not really a hard week, just felt like it took forever to end. Last night did nothing, which was incredible, just watched a little tv and went to be by 11pm, had a great sleep and today I was awake pretty early. Called Student loan, got them to help me lower some pmts for the month, well for 6 months atleast..than maybe I can get myself back on track...lots have happened since I started writing this blog...this is just going to be a blah moment...things were real rough for a bit, but we are getting back on track....just wonder alot about things and about ppl and why things are the way they are. I can say that I have learned an aweful lot about myself and I am glad I am who I am....I can honestly admit I made some mistakes that I wish I could take back, but atleast I can say that I took ownership for my wrong doings...no one wants to know what happened, so just leave it at that....