BLAH...

that word best describes my mood right now, I was reading a blog that was created by this guy i used to chat with online, him and I talked for a few weeks and than all of a sudden it was like I was blocked and he removed me, no real reason and it kinda shocked me. I want to say that he could have taken something I said the wrong way. There are ppl that I work with that know of him and have heard diff things about him, which didnt change my decision to talk to him. I knew that he would never be physically attracted to me, but that is fine, I liked talking to him about stuff that I have always wondered about. But the thing is, he states that he has grown up and feels that everyone deserves a second chance, well what the fuck happened and why did he block me?? I dont know, and I am not really that upset about it, just wonder what happened...right...it is ok to wonder what the deal is....So I go to his blog and read all this stuff, and had to put a comment after the whole second chance thing, there is no way he will figure out it was me, which is cool...but maybe I will write to him again, but he might think that I want something more from him, which I really don't...I did enjoy the many late night chats about bodybuilding and of course the odd time we would just give each other advice...so with that, who knows what is goin on and who knows why ppl say one thing and do another....maybe I should just write to him and see what the heck is up, but the other half tells me just to forget it, he is an asshole and if he never gave a reason for not talking to you, than he doesn't deserve to be a friend....
...am I nuts???....
............................................................................Well Aren't we all???