ok well this it, I think I am kinda getting into this writing thing again. Sometimes I wonder if anyone esle but the girls will ever read this, part of me doesnt care, but part of me hopes no one will. I would love to be totally candid, but that is just not possible...well might be if i used code names, but eventually everyone will know who they are....just guys that is it...immature bs that I shouldnt talk about. But that is the whole point of a blog right? Well lets see, new things in my life, mmm well hi5 is the new thing these days, meeting ppl online, something i never really did before but love it. I met some weirdo's but other than that there are some ppl that are really sweet, this guy from Australia, his name is Mark, we talk just about everyday, there is less than 12 hrs time difference, he is so loyal talking until 2 or 3 am his time, we just chat about the cultures and what stores they have there, that we dont have here. I have to say he is becoming a real cool person...would love to meet him, but that will never happen, I cannot afford to go there and he is the same way. Other ppl I met have kinda freaked me out....what is the obsession with webcams, everyone has to have one...I dont, and I guess that is a total turn off for ppl that want to just see my T and A. Believe me, no one wants to see that, not even me.....so that is now making me realize that it is time to seriously get my ass in gear and try and lose some weight. I have lost up and down about 17-18 lbs within a year..keeping it off when there is taco bell and other great places to eat at...but for some reason 26..makes me think that I want to get myself up and running so I will be healthier and hopefully get some...lol...well that is not a reason, but sure will be a happy ending....if u know what I mean...lmao...k Im sick...well maybe honest....So I am gonna work out with the girls and try the Atkins diet again, that didnt last too long, but my will power was kinda low....

tonight no real plans, just gonna chill with the girls and watch some big bro and maybe a lil hockey....hockey night in Canada....gotta luv it, world hockey is on now and I am being asked by my sup if I am watching the games and to watch it so we can chat about it....i know NOTHING about hockey...well a lil...and I am learning more and more everyday...until the next blog...tataa...